THE STORY
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Monday, April 20, 2009
Mid-tems in 2 weeks
gonna be MIA from today until the 9th may.ok,not really MIA.just not gonna post any new posts until then.so wish me all the best for my examinations.haha
My Fave Movie:Love Of Siam
anotha gay movie.not totally gay but its kinda like family+friendship+love kind of movie.very touching.go watch it for yourself.i can't this describe the awesome-ness(if there even is such a word) of this show.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
I am real scared right now
My sis jus called and told me my grandma is in critical condition.and i am very afraid.i am rushing down to at 7pm.i am so afraid that the worst might happen.what i fear most cannot happen now...i don't have anyone to support me right now....i don't have a boyfriend to be there when i need him...it cannot happen now...
Monday, April 13, 2009
My Fave Movie:Bangkok Love Story
OMG!!!i just watched bangkok love story and it was the best movie ever made.its so romantic but a sad movie all in one..
A gay romantic crime action drama, it is the story of a man who falls in love with a gunman who is assigned to kill him.A loner gunman named Mhek is assigned to kidnap a police informant named IT, but Mhek has a change of heart when he is ordered to kill IT. In a gunbattle with his employers, Mhek is wounded, but IT grabs Mhek’s gun and returns fire. The two men then escape on Mhek’s motorcycle. At Mhek’s rooftop hide-out, IT tends to Mhek’s wound and finds himself attracted to Mhek. While giving Mhek a bath one day, IT initiates sexual intercourse with the hitman. Conflicted, Mhek demands that IT leave him alone. IT returns home to his fiancee, Sai, but is no longer interested in continuing a relationship with her. IT spends his days pining over Mhek, and tracks down Mhek’s brother, Mhok, and their mother. Mhok is HIV positive, as the result of sexual abuse by his and Mhek’s stepfather, and their mother is dying of AIDS.
its a real awesome movie...but has an extremely sad ending,i cried so hard...be sure to catch it.
*"why aren't you not wearing the ring i gave you?"IT(blind)
"is it because you don't love me?"IT(blind)
(takes IT's hand and places at heart)
"i wear it at a place that's closest to my heart"Mhek
Saturday, April 11, 2009
went to uniqlo again but this time with nathaniel..we spent so much!!!
today i went to uniqlo with my classmate nat.bought 2 more T-shirts for myself and another 1 for my sis.i went there with the intention of just finding the long sleeve shirt that my eldest sister in America wants but the temptation was just too much!!!so i bought 2 more...adding today's total amount of money spent and yesterday's,i spent a subtotal of $106++.won't be spending anymore money til my bank account has a balance of $500...
then my mom called after i paid and she told me not to buy any more shirts from uniqlo,so i got nat to bring my clothes home and pass it to me on monday so they won't know that i bought some stuff from uniqlo...
smart right???
*A setback is a setup for a comeback
Friday, April 10, 2009
went shopping just now!!!
OMG!!!i went to uniqlo to shop just now!!!spent about a 100 dollars!!!bought so many clothes.so many clothes,i wished i could have bought the whole shop!!!bought so many things.everybody was looking at my basketful of clothing.hahahaha...i think uniqlo would love me being their regular customer...hahahaha.anyways it was fun.there were a lot of people shopping there and i can't believe that i went there 9am in the morning to just queue up to get into the shop...there were also many gay couples at Tampines 1.
*Its these tiny little imperfections that make someone perfect to you...
Thursday, April 9, 2009
MAKE IT THREE TIMES...
sienz...plans to watch shopaholic with my classmates at plaza sing got cncelled again....
pissed but can't blame my friends...anyways a new mall opened today,Tampines 1.its awesom.
there's topman and topshop,uniqlo,kappa,NUM slippers....so much more.i want to get 2 uniqlo tees tomorrow.hoping my parents are going to allow me to go therer tomorrow in the morning at 10am
*The only thing that remains constant is change...
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
i wanna get a scholarship!!!
I really want to get a scholarship,I have to do well in my studies.I can't let my family down.my 2 sisters,well they're smart and they have achieved so much in their lives.I want to be someone useful to my family...My sisters,I really look up to them.Since I am gay, I can't be useful to my family,I can't continue my family's generation(that's how i see it)I really really want to be useful and give my family a good life...live well,eat well and sleep well...I cannot steer off-course right now,i have to focus on my studies and seeing that my Mid-Terms are in 3 weeks.i got to work extremely hard...
Saturday, April 4, 2009
rejected twice...
damn it...my plans to go catch a movie with my frens were foiled cause they all cancelled on me...so sad...last sat it was my sis who cancelled on me...this sat,my frens...
i wanted to watch confessions of a shopaholic so anyone wanna catch gimme a call or send me a text.okies???
*never falling for a straight guy ever again...why must all cute guys and guys that have good character be straight..."sighs"
Friday, April 3, 2009
YAY!!!!today's a great day!!!!
yay,finally SYF is over and BGCB was awarded a silver medal after 8 long years!!!!WooHoo!!!!!The best part is,it's my batch that started the legacy of winning a silver and... the Hong Kong trip at the end of the year!!!yes!!!!Now its about ranking in the band...hoping that i can be the sectional leader of Trombone but most probably won't cause Man Wing(Maggie) is a much better player than i am so she most prob will become sectional leader.hope i can be either QM of instrument or get an even better rank...now i must show Mr Fahmi and Mrs Quek that i have the potential to be a leader in the band.
"Now you've started the legacy,its time to pass it on to the juniors to continue it"Mr Fahmi
