I really want to get a scholarship,I have to do well in my studies.I can't let my family down.my 2 sisters,well they're smart and they have achieved so much in their lives.I want to be someone useful to my family...My sisters,I really look up to them.Since I am gay, I can't be useful to my family,I can't continue my family's generation(that's how i see it)I really really want to be useful and give my family a good life...live well,eat well and sleep well...I cannot steer off-course right now,i have to focus on my studies and seeing that my Mid-Terms are in 3 weeks.i got to work extremely hard...