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PC/IT Fair 2009 at suntec-worked with canon!!!made so many new friends!!!

2009-06-15T00:11:00.003+08:00

jus got back from the IT fair.damn crowded today as it was the last day of the fair.of all 4 days that i worked there,today was the slackiest(if there is such a word) day of all!!!had so much fun even though it was very tiring.my job was to give brochures/pamphlets for canon camera.

Also made a lot of new friends.wanna thank these ppl for making these 4 days so fun!!!

-Jolene

-Cherie

-Leonard tan

-Leonard sim

-Jonas

-Chen De

-Caryn

-Yong Tat

-Cheryl Sim(my sis)

ESPECIALLY James Aw(last but not least,MUAX.haha.its an inside joke)

Mid-Terms over!!!!

2009-05-11T16:03:00.002+08:00

Oh Yeah!!!exams over and i have a whole schedule ready!!!

jus finished watching 17 again with my sis the other day and it was awesome!!!and Zac Efron is so f**king hot!!!!but sadly had to leave half way thru ramen girl...

hoping to be able to go out with a special someone during the holidays...

Mid-tems in 2 weeks

2009-04-20T16:55:00.001+08:00

gonna be MIA from today until the 9th may.ok,not really MIA.just not gonna post any new posts until then.so wish me all the best for my examinations.haha

My Fave Movie:Love Of Siam

2009-04-20T16:53:00.002+08:00

anotha gay movie.not totally gay but its kinda like family+friendship+love kind of movie.very touching.go watch it for yourself.i can't this describe the awesome-ness(if there even is such a word) of this show.

I am real scared right now

2009-04-14T18:22:00.002+08:00

My sis jus called and told me my grandma is in critical condition.and i am very afraid.i am rushing down to at 7pm.i am so afraid that the worst might happen.what i fear most cannot happen now...i don't have anyone to support me right now....i don't have a boyfriend to be there when i need him...it cannot happen now...

My Fave Movie:Bangkok Love Story

2009-04-13T21:01:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!i just watched bangkok love story and it was the best movie ever made.its so romantic but a sad movie all in one..A gay romantic crime action drama, it is the story of a man who falls in love with a gunman who is assigned to kill him.A loner gunman named Mhek is assigned to kidnap a police informant named IT, but Mhek has a change of heart when he is ordered to kill IT. In a gunbattle with his employers, Mhek is wounded, but IT grabs Mhek’s gun and returns fire. The two men then escape on Mhek’s motorcycle. At Mhek’s rooftop hide-out, IT tends to Mhek’s wound and finds himself attracted to Mhek. While giving Mhek a bath one day, IT initiates sexual intercourse with the hitman. Conflicted, Mhek demands that IT leave him alone. IT returns home to his fiancee, Sai, but is no longer interested in continuing a relationship with her. IT spends his days pining over Mhek, and tracks down Mhek’s brother, Mhok, and their mother. Mhok is HIV positive, as the result of sexual abuse by his and Mhek’s stepfather, and their mother is dying of AIDS.

its a real awesome movie...but has an extremely sad ending,i cried so hard...be sure to catch it.

*"why aren't you not wearing the ring i gave you?"IT(blind)

"is it because you don't love me?"IT(blind)

(takes IT's hand and places at heart)

"i wear it at a place that's closest to my heart"Mhek

went to uniqlo again but this time with nathaniel..we spent so much!!!

2009-04-11T13:06:00.002+08:00

today i went to uniqlo with my classmate nat.bought 2 more T-shirts for myself and another 1 for my sis.i went there with the intention of just finding the long sleeve shirt that my eldest sister in America wants but the temptation was just too much!!!so i bought 2 more...adding today's total amount of money spent and yesterday's,i spent a subtotal of $106++.won't be spending anymore money til my bank account has a balance of $500...

then my mom called after i paid and she told me not to buy any more shirts from uniqlo,so i got nat to bring my clothes home and pass it to me on monday so they won't know that i bought some stuff from uniqlo...

smart right???

*A setback is a setup for a comeback

went shopping just now!!!

2009-04-10T15:05:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!i went to uniqlo to shop just now!!!spent about a 100 dollars!!!bought so many clothes.so many clothes,i wished i could have bought the whole shop!!!bought so many things.everybody was looking at my basketful of clothing.hahahaha...i think uniqlo would love me being their regular customer...hahahaha.anyways it was fun.there were a lot of people shopping there and i can't believe that i went there 9am in the morning to just queue up to get into the shop...there were also many gay couples at Tampines 1.

*Its these tiny little imperfections that make someone perfect to you...

MAKE IT THREE TIMES...

2009-04-09T22:30:00.002+08:00

sienz...plans to watch shopaholic with my classmates at plaza sing got cncelled again....
pissed but can't blame my friends...anyways a new mall opened today,Tampines 1.its awesom.
there's topman and topshop,uniqlo,kappa,NUM slippers....so much more.i want to get 2 uniqlo tees tomorrow.hoping my parents are going to allow me to go therer tomorrow in the morning at 10am

*The only thing that remains constant is change...

i wanna get a scholarship!!!

2009-04-07T19:39:00.002+08:00

I really want to get a scholarship,I have to do well in my studies.I can't let my family down.my 2 sisters,well they're smart and they have achieved so much in their lives.I want to be someone useful to my family...My sisters,I really look up to them.Since I am gay, I can't be useful to my family,I can't continue my family's generation(that's how i see it)I really really want to be useful and give my family a good life...live well,eat well and sleep well...I cannot steer off-course right now,i have to focus on my studies and seeing that my Mid-Terms are in 3 weeks.i got to work extremely hard...

rejected twice...

2009-04-04T23:50:00.004+08:00

damn it...my plans to go catch a movie with my frens were foiled cause they all cancelled on me...so sad...last sat it was my sis who cancelled on me...this sat,my frens...

i wanted to watch confessions of a shopaholic so anyone wanna catch gimme a call or send me a text.okies???

*never falling for a straight guy ever again...why must all cute guys and guys that have good character be straight..."sighs"

YAY!!!!today's a great day!!!!

2009-04-03T17:07:00.004+08:00

yay,finally SYF is over and BGCB was awarded a silver medal after 8 long years!!!!WooHoo!!!!!The best part is,it's my batch that started the legacy of winning a silver and... the Hong Kong trip at the end of the year!!!yes!!!!Now its about ranking in the band...hoping that i can be the sectional leader of Trombone but most probably won't cause Man Wing(Maggie) is a much better player than i am so she most prob will become sectional leader.hope i can be either QM of instrument or get an even better rank...now i must show Mr Fahmi and Mrs Quek that i have the potential to be a leader in the band.

"Now you've started the legacy,its time to pass it on to the juniors to continue it"Mr Fahmi

1 of the worst day of my life...correction THE worst day of my life...

2009-03-28T19:29:00.006+08:00

went for band in the morning,was 15 mins late and now Mrs Quek wants all the latecomers to write a THOUSAND word essay/reflection...i also have an english assignment due monday but have no microsoft program to edit.then i thought that i was going to catch the movie RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN with my 2 sisters and jie-fu but then my eldest sis cancelled cause she is tired and has to do a lot of things by today.then she is going back tomorrow...haven't spend a lot of time with her...she spends most of her time with jie-fu...gonna miss her so much when she gets back to San Fran.hoping i can get to go visit her some time this year...

NDS-i

2009-03-28T19:20:00.003+08:00

OMG!!!i cannot wai for the new nintendo ds-i to be released...the official date of release in America is 5th April which means,Singapore will be able to get it around May.it has a mp3 player,2 cameras(1 is 3 megapixels),can surf the web and has external memory card to download stuff...

2009-03-27T15:59:00.004+08:00

This is an extremely SCARY video,if you don't dare to watch then don't watch....you might get nightmares.nah just kidding,go ahead and watch,its not scary at all.you'll have an awesome time..heehee^_^

My pathetic March vacation...

2009-03-21T22:18:00.003+08:00

hi everyone.my March vacation was extremely pathetic....just recovered from my chicken pox so i couldn't go anywhere.or i would infect everybody else.i couldn't even go to my school's band camp.BORING.i just practically stayed home and watched television everyday,only studied for like 5 hours tops.went online(facebook-ing)pathetic.anyways during the holidays,i had this extremely weird dream of this guy.a cute and good-looking guy.He is from America,he is a transfer student in my school.he came to Singapore cause his mom remarried to a Singaporean.Then he was my boyfriend.blah blah blah....but the weird thing about this is that i don't even know him,never seen him in my life before...but every time i dream,i dream about him.so this is extremely freaky.when i told my close friend,we both said"well,the body can't stop what the mind wants."

other than this exciting and freaky incident,nothing else happened in my pathetic March vacation.anyways,i am real excited about this tuesday.cause its my sister's engagement day!!!!!!!

*Hunter Pennington

New Chatbox

2009-03-17T18:09:00.001+08:00

Hey ppl!!!!!!i got my chatbox back,but i lost all old comments....

*Hunter Pennington

New Playlist

2009-03-16T15:42:00.002+08:00

i created a new playlist again,take your time to listen and hope you enjoy.....

(F.Y.I:my chat box disappeared because i was changing playlist.....)

*Hunter Pennington

hmmm....somethings wrong wif my blog....

2009-03-16T15:40:00.002+08:00

LEBRONE!!!!!!!where are you!!!!!

help my chatbox is missing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well until he shows up,i guess you have to read my blog without any comments....

LEB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WHERE ARE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*Hunter Pennington

aargh!!!!sickening,irritating chicken pox!!!!!

2009-03-16T14:51:00.003+08:00

My Blog Is Dead...

as u probably noe,i haf chicken pox.....apparantly to me,it isn't the worse thing that can happen to me.not being able to go out sux!!!!!bored....always at home,nth to do.don't know what's going on in sch.(F.Y.I i was absent from school for almost 2 weeks)i feel my I.Q being lowered every minute of the day.....

anyways forget about that,my sis is coming back from san francisco and i am f***ing excited!!!!ok maybe she isn't coming back to see me,she is coming back cause she is engaged...i can't believe she is getting married only after 8 years of dating the same guy....

oh well,she is pretty excited about this..shouln't be a party pooper...

enjoy your day^_^

*Hunter Pennington

My Fave Movie:Formula 17

2009-02-23T21:15:00.002+08:00

Its a gay movie from taiwan,its extremely romantic and has a little humour.Its about tis guy called chou tian cai,very cute but still a virgin.he fell in love wif a guy who is known to be a playboy(oso gay) called bai tie nan.They had s** one day and tie nan left on a business trip right after making love.tian cai got really hurt and almost left the country.I love the ending because its so romantic as tian cai said that love can pass by.tie nan replied but we can run after it.

tian cai:run??

tie nan:to chase love back.

tian cai:but my feet are tired/hurts

tie nan:i'll carry you

and then catch the movie yourself!!!its really awesome and romantic but its in chinese.

not recommended for people who are offended by the gay community and are homophobes(afraid of homosexual/gays/lesbians)

rewrote the song...

2009-02-05T18:10:00.005+08:00

okay,the first song didn't work out.cos the lyrics dun really pair up....

so i rewrote the song.and i gave it a title.i onli managed to finish the chorus.

title:move on

chorus:

coz my heart breaks when i look at you

and i can't deny how i feel for you

but at least i know

i should let you go

so i gotta move on~moove on

chorus:

only then did i realise

i just couldn't come out clean

cos you've got someone to share your joys and dreams

so i gotta move on~moove on

my song

2009-01-23T17:36:00.002+08:00

Hi guys,this is a song i wrote while lying on my bed thinking bout my relationship.hope you guys don't find it lame.anyways you guys probably won't know what it sounds like...til i finish the song and sing it.I am pretty much still working on the second chorus.so don't laugh at me if you find this song horrible.

looking through the webs,I saw something i shouldn't have.

I turned so sad and so depressed.

I heard my heart breaking

on the inside

I could see myself shattering

into pieces~oh~ooo~oh

You do know that how many times you hurt me,i will still love you(like the first time we met....)

even if you keep on pushin-pushing me away

I just keep on coming back again n again

oh~oooo no no

only then did i realise

you jus couldn't come out clean

you kept hidin it from me

that it was fine for you and me~eeee

My playlist!!!!

2009-01-17T23:35:00.002+08:00

Everybody,i created a new playlist.please take your time to listen to all of them.and i am sure you will like it.the first three are my favourites!!but actually all of them are,i just put them in order from the one i like most to the one i like the least.i hope you enjoy!!!(oh and plz,at least listen to the third song before leaving my blog cos i really want everyone to noe how awesome david archuleta's song(crush) is)

OMG!!!!I luv my new iPod touch my dad got for me!!!!

2009-01-16T15:16:00.002+08:00

okies,i know i said that my dad is a horrible person before but he is quite nice when u show him respect.i haf no idea why he got me a iPod touch but i don't care or bother bout wad the reason is.the main point is i got a iPod touch!!!!!!!!and i luv it so much.exactly like a iPhone,i can go online as long as there is internet connection.ain't it awesome!!!!luv it so much!!!!!!!i still cant post any fotos on my trip though....my sis aint back yet.....oh and you know what???my sisters gave me a nickname and it is 'marshmellow'.you know y???cos my cheeks are as soft as marshmellow.haha.lols

My new year's resolution!!!

2009-01-08T17:23:00.002+08:00

i am getting used to my new school curricula here in BGSS.so in the mean while,lets tok bout new year resolutions.

to get new clothes for chinese new year!!!

to do well in the new year!!!!!

make new friends but obviously keep the old ones!!!

be top in level and class!!!!

Its me!!!!back from U.S.A!!!!

2009-01-08T17:20:00.003+08:00

Hey u all!!!i am back!!!missed me?!?!well i guess u did.anyways got somethin for almost everyone.chocolates!!!!!and souvenior key chains for 5 ppl!!!!will be postin fotos of me in san fran soon...(say 22th jan)i haf to w8 til my sis gets back from san fran,onli then can i upload.cos she hsa my memory card.

primary school gathering!!!!

2008-11-30T18:14:00.002+08:00

ok,so i had a primary school gathering ova the weekend.we went to cathc a movie then went for dinner.we watched beverly hills chi hua hua(recommended for people who love dogs)anyway the main point of this post is,that i was so amazed with my friends transformation!!!in pri school,he was so fat.fatter then me.but now he is so slim and has an extremely nice body!!!i couldn't even recognise him!!!!!

WooHoo!!!!my flight is nearing!!!!

2008-11-26T10:18:00.002+08:00

awesome!my flight to San Fran is nearing!!!i can't freaking wait!!!those who wants me to get things for them plz tag!!!but i might not haf enough money to buy for all so top priorities first.(charmaine,murni,deb,tasmine)hmmm...i found out that i will reach back in Singapore at 12 midnight so no one can pick me up cos u guys haf school the next day....but if u guys want send me off oso can...but my flight is at 6am in the morning on 2nd dec.haha.so if u really want send me off then come to airport terminal 2,at 6.30am....byes

12th pri sch band camp!!!

2008-11-20T00:25:00.005+08:00

OMG!!!i think i becoming more zi lian...

put make up on him...haha.....he was so shocked when he saw how he looked like...

pucker up your sexy lips!!!

cute boy called jeremy...

cute girl called kah yee

cute boy called jee joo

not that obsessed with the peacock as Hee Cheng....Haha...jkjk

Sec 1 guy called Chun Hian,knew him through Hee Cheng and Spencer

cute boy called Samuel,Spencer's little bro.much better behaved then spencer though

very cute and cool guy called Jarveis

weird face....

this guy is Spencer.Annoying but cute...

I love this guy!!!I think he is so hot!!!!he was extremely shy.I took 4 days to convince him to take a photo with me...I just love him....

polite boy called Joesh

a few of us from BGSS concert band have been chosen to be student leaders/instructors at the 12th pri sch band camp.OMG!!!it was so fun.and its onli the first day!!!!i met so many new frens...and even one from V.S. Zhi Wei if u r reading this post, when u get to V.S next year go find this guy named spencer.he is sec 2 next year.i asked him to help u if u need help.but i doubt you'll need it.he is a nice guy but just a little bit annoying at times(cos he keeps making fun of people...he did it to me too...)cos i got a new haircut and had two stripes each on both sides of my head so i told my group if they wanted to find me...jus find the instructor wif 4 stripes on his head.haha.lol.anyways all of the students were so small and cute.onli pri 6 and 5 were more mature but they were still cute especially Shahanaz!!!!.I was absent on the 2nd day because of my injured back....

memoirs of 2/3

2008-11-16T15:15:00.006+08:00

okies this is going to be very lor sor(A.K.A longwinded)......

well i think both pics are nice(the one above and the one at the bottom)

these two are nice too but the floating hand at the back spoilt the whole thing....

ABSENT from 2nd Dec to 5th Jan!!!goin to america!!!

2008-11-16T15:11:00.002+08:00

not goin to be in S'pore cos i am goin overseas!!!to America!!!i am so happy.and i will only be back on 5th Jan.i think i'll arrive in S'pore in the morning,so for those of u who wants to pick me up at the airport take note.

class B.B.Q at E.C.P

2008-11-13T01:08:00.001+08:00

WOW!!!it was so fun...had the time of my life.everybody had to get wet.we made water balloons/water bombs to throw at people when they arrived.I was a victim of zul who splashed a pail of water on me....anyway i had a soft heart and didn't make those that didn't bring extra clothes wet(ehh, u guys better thank me...heehee)went to rent a bike and ride wif a few ppl(leb,nat,beau,zhi wei,bronson,steffi and joedy)then went back to the pit.found out that ms shi jin came but missed her gettin wet...then went to arcade to play wif the same ppl.then played truth or dare with the whole group then everyone had to say the person they had a crush on.lastly went home in a cab with beau and ronald.(thx for payin)